It's been a while since i last spoken mandarin. I think i have finally lost my asianess in the sense of speaking. I did try to speak it but everytime i speak i feel so embarass. I feel that i am not pronouncing it right which i hate the most. I know that people aren't judging me but i think they are. The other day my malaysian friend asked me to speak mandarin to him but i was just so embarassed about it. I just don't know whats wrong with me, after coming to Australia. It just kind of left me. I hope maybe one day i am able to speak more comfortably again.
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